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| User: | callea (4699671)
Insane Ramblings of a Paranoid Delusional
Does anybody know what I'm talking about?
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| Name: | callea |
| Website: | calleaveda.com |
| Location: | California, United States |
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| callea | @ | livejournal.com (Jabber) |
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| Yahoo! ID: |  callea_veda (Add User, Send Message) |
| Bio: | I am me. I like many things and dislike some. I hate very few and love even fewer.
You can also find me at www.xanga.com/callea
Sometimes I feel like I need
To shake myself
To wake myself
I feel like I'm just sleepwalkin'
Through my life
Its like im swimming through
An ocean of emotion
But still somehow slowly
Goin numb inside
I dont like who I'm becomin'
I know i've gotta do somethin'
Before my life passes right by
I want to cry like the rain
Cry like the rain
Shine like sun on a beautiful mornin'
Sing to the heavens like the church bells ringin'
Fight to the devil and go down swingin'
Fly like a bird, roll like a stone
Love like I aint afraid to be alone
Take everything that this world has to give
I want to live
Sometimes I wonder
Why I work so hard to guard my heart
Till I hardly feel anything at all
I've spent my whole life building up this ivory tower
And now that I'm in it, I keep wishing it would fall
So I could feel the ground beneath me
Really taste the air I'm breathin'
And know that I'm alive
-I Want To Live performed by Josh Gracin
Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show. And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control.
-Tonight I Wanna Cry performed by Keith Urban
Everybody's watching through the smoke and lies
What motivates our any motion?
And everybody's reasons for locking up inside
The storyline is nothing still you listen
And you don't want to be perfect
You just want to be the same
But all these lights tonight just complicate it
And hold you down now
So tell me
What are you waiting for?
Only you can make that change in you now
And life it's hard enough
Without carrying all of that old pain around
And those who want to hold you
You'll push them all away
And you'll wonder how they want you when you're obviously broken
And for those who leave you empty
You'll hold a special place
And you'll want that perfect blackout
You'll want that lonely cage
And you don't want to be perfect
You just want to be the same
But all these lies tonight just complicate it
And hold you down now
So tell me
What are you waiting for?
Only you can make that change in you now
And life it's hard enough
Without carrying all of that old pain around
Now why don't you just let go?
Why don't you try to fly?
The moments wide open why don't you try to fly?
And you're always complicated you're always on my mind so now tell me
And you're always complicated you're always on my mind so now tell me
Why don't you try to fly?
Why don't you try to fly?
-Perfect performed by Acroma
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There’s no money. There’s no possessions
Only obsession. I don’t need that shit
Take my money. Take my obsession
I just want to be heard. Loud and clear are my words
Coming from within, man tell them what you heard
It’s about a revolution in your heart and in your mind
Till you find a conclusion; lost out in obsession
Diamond rings get you nothing but a life long lesson
And your pocketbooks stressing
You’re a slave to the system, working jobs that you hate for that shit you don’t need
It’s too bad the world is based on greed
Step back and see
Stop thinking about yourself; start thinking about
There’s no money. There’s no possession.
Only obsession. I don’t need that shit
Take my money; take my possession; take my obsession
I don’t need that shit
Because everything is nothing
And emptiness isn’t everything
This reality is really just a fucked up dream
With the flesh and the blood that you call your soul
Flip it inside out; it’s a big black hole
Take your money, burn it up like an asteroid
Possession, though you’re never gonna feel the void
Take it away and learn your best lesson
The heart, the soul, the life, the passion
There’s no money. There’s no possession.
Only obsession I don’t need that shit
Take my money; take my possession; take my obsession
I don’t need that shit
Money. Possession. Obsession
Present yourself; press your clothes; comb your hair
And clock in
You just can’t win; just can’t win
And the things you own own you
Nooooooooooooo
Take my money; take my possession; take my obsession
I don’t need that shit
Fuck your money; fuck your possession; fuck your obsession
I don’t need that shit
Money. Possession. Obsession. I don’t need that shit
-Between Angels and Insects performed by Papa Roach
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